Methinks I Need Some Prayers. Please.

I'm tired. No, that's an understatement. I'm flipping ready to fall asleep right here, right now. Standing up. On a cactus. Barefoot. Which makes absolutely no sense, considering I'm spending practically my entire day either resting on the couch or taking a nap. I really want to get up and do something productive, but I have literally no energy. I feel like a total blob. 

On top of that, I've been getting these major headaches. Sometimes, my head hurts so bad, I swear I can hear it screaming in agony. It throbs. I'll often just lay on my bed and cry. 
I am so tired of all this. I'm tired of the seizures, the headaches, the lack of energy... I just wish it would all go away. 

Ugh and the STRESS of life right now is most certainly not helping anything. Oh, so much to do and so little motivation to do it! My day consisted of creating a to-do list and staring at it for awhile, thinking, "Wow. I have a lot to do. Oh well." 

I want to get off this emotional roller coaster. One minute, I feel as if I can conquer the world. But then the next, I just want to crawl in a hole and die right there. Someone should bring me some dark chocolate. This craving is going to be the death of me. 

I'm at a total spiritual low right now, too. I seriously wish that all this would help me grow closer to Christ. I feel so far away from Him. I need to go to Adoration. 

Meanwhile, I think I'll go cry into my pillow. Hormones can go die. 

Jesus, I need help.