It is the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass from which my desire to
know and to love God deepens. It is with the intimacy with Christ Himself that
I get when I receive Him in the Eucharist that makes me conscious of my own
sinfulness and my desperate need for Christ’s mercy. Drawn by the longing for
this mercy, the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass inflames the desire that I hold in
my heart to grow ever closer to Him. The Holy Mass brings me in communion with
Christ in the Eucharist, and my own spiritual life thrives from it.
It is the Eucharist from which I gain everything that I am
to ever have, even in my ordinary everyday life. It is the Eucharist from which
I draw my strength to live each day fully for Him and for Him alone. It is my
silent daily prayer, in which I beg for Him to be present in my day to day
life. In the words of St. Faustina, “This bread of the Strong gives me all the
strength I need to carry on my mission and the courage to do whatever the Lord
asks of me. The courage and strength that are in me are not of me, but of Him
who lives in me - it is the Eucharist.”
Not only does the Holy Mass give me the strength I need to
live as the saint that I am called to be, it deepens my understanding of the
reason that I was created: to know and to love and serve God in every way that I
am capable. But even more so, it creates a strong desire to go even deeper in
my understanding of this. As I watch the priest raise the Host from the paten
with the words “This is My Body,” something is placed in my heart to know more
about the wonder in which I am partaking. And as he raises the cup and the
words “Do this in remembrance of Me” are uttered from his lips, I know that I
can stop at nothing until this desire is fulfilled.
The Holy Sacrifice of the Mass fills something in us that
cannot be filled elsewhere. We were all created with a God-shaped hole in our
hearts. We all have a constant desire to search for something to fulfill this
emptiness that we have. We look everywhere that we know, yet if we try to fill
ourselves by searching in the world we are going to be left empty handed. True
happiness can not and does not come from the pleasures of the world. True
happiness comes solely from the love of God. The most intimate and profound way
that we can possibly experience this divine love is through the Holy Sacrifice
of the Mass.
The Most Holy Sacrament of the Eucharist is the sacrament of
Divine Humility. In this sacrament, Jesus offers Himself down so that He can
become our very
food—our daily Bread for our journey to God. When I partake in
this sacrament, I am able to experience firsthand what true humility is. God,
in His utter greatness and immense power, brings Himself to become small so
that we might be able to approach Him. In the words of St. Cyril of Alexandria:
“If the power of pride is swelling up in you, turn to the Eucharist; and that
Bread, Which is your God humbling and disguising Himself, will teach you
humility.” Through Christ’s humble example in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, I
am brought to have a deeper understanding and to take in a greater intellect of
how He gives Himself as a living example of what he wants from me as His
follower.
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ReplyDeleteI love the devotion that you brought to this entry. Your faith is beautiful and your passion for our Lord's Presence in the Eucharist is awesome :) One of the priests in my parish once said that a Protestant pastor/minister said that he did not believe that Jesus was truly present in the Eucharist, but if he did, he would be before the Blessed Sacrament all of the time. I thought it was poignant and relates to how we should long for the Lord, as you described. God Bless.
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